maybe it'll actually help me get somewhere i can be truly happy?

i just had my interview at grey wolf's lodge and i'd say it went good- but i say that about all the interviews i've had and still not hired. the lady interviewing me asked me the typical questions an interviewer asks and i answered them honestly without making a mistake.. (that i can think of). i should've asked her when she was gonna get back to me but i'm not sure if or when she told me she'd get back to me. i think it'd be by next week for sure. i'm also having this difficulty with getting my damn renters rebate check cashed and ics just tried to tell me if i opened up another bank account, i'd get my benefits taken away. that's funny because when i used to live in burnsville, i went to usbank and opened up an account independently and *GASP* I DIDN'T LOSE MY BENEFITS! stop trying to scare me from being independent, jackasses. i have a feeling i know who that "someone" is that told abdul that information. he doesn't want me to be independent- he wants me to stay a vulnerable, dependant person. my lock box isn't safe to keep my money in anymore either- so that poses a problem. NOBODY GIVES A FUCK THOUGH BECAUSE IT'S NOT THEIR PROBLEMS. can't depend on anyone to assist me around here either. EVERYONE STEALS FROM ME OR TELLS ME UNCARINGLY "YOU GOT THIS!". no one wants me to have ANYTHING. i wonder why the hell i want to get as far away from this stupid ass state as possible. i'm just hoping one day not to wake up because my apnea prevents me from breathing in my sleep and no one will properly assist me in making sure my damn cpap works. SO IT'S JUST A MATTER OF TIME!